Dear Not-Any-More-Best Friend

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Dear Friend,

Hope you are doing well, wherever you are , caught in the web of life, giving in to life’s tantrums and doing what situations force you to do.

I just wanted you to know, that meanwhile, it has been hard for me . Hard for me to live , to breathe , to come to terms with what you did to me….

It has been painful to know that you betrayed me, lied to me, that I was never as important a part of your universe as you were of mine. Somewhere between being emotional confidants to not even responding to texts for days together, I guess life happened.

You got better friends and a better life I suppose….

This set me thinking , made me introspect and fish out my lacunae. I let very few people have a window into my personal bubble, you were one of them. I dare say that was a privilege , for my soul is a rare one, encased inside a shield for the fear of intruders.But alas! I wonder why did it take me this long to realize you weren’t a savior but an invader instead .

Will you be happy to know that I have pushed myself into that same shell of self depreciation that you helped me come out of years ago?

Will it suffice for you to know that you have injured the foundation of my faith in the virtue of friendship? Thanks to you, now I have something I never had before- trust issues.

But a part of me, a small part of me, still loves you , still wishes to have the comfort of 2 am conversations with you, still hopes to get you back in a way better than before.

Don’t worry , our friendship hasn’t been futile.

It has taught me that my trust and faith are precious , giving them away will require stricter caution than before…

That self- love and self -worth should be my priorities.

That no one can be as important to me as me , myself and I.

Regards,

Yours Truly.

 

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41 Comments Add yours

  1. I simply loved this awesome post. Every single word in this letter felt like it had been poured out of my heart. Keep up the good work, friend. If your time permits, do visit my blog too.

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    1. Soumya says:

      thanks a lot….sure i will❤

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  2. prenika says:

    Beautiful words.
    You are so honest 😇
    Keep writing!!

    Liked by 3 people

    1. Soumya says:

      thank you so much!

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  3. Megan says:

    So true, and so very beautifully penned down. ❤

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    1. Soumya says:

      thanks megan…these are just my naked feelings.😶😊

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  4. Sometimes it is better to be selfish.

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    1. Soumya says:

      if its for self improvement then yes i agree that it is necessary to be selfish sometimes❤

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  5. Biswal Jyoti Prakash says:

    from heart 🙂 awesome

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    1. Soumya says:

      thanks so much for stopping by! glad that u liked it😁

      Like

  6. Chandnat says:

    Awesome

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  7. KNIGHT says:

    Beautifully written ❤

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    1. Soumya says:

      thanks for stopping by!💖

      Like

  8. If anything hurt ya ; then please lemme know !
    Cause i say everything straightforwardly

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    1. Soumya says:

      Nothing at all❤ I was happy that you were honest, lots of love from this side💖💖💖

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      1. I need your advice

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      2. I have just changed all lyrics of despacito and i have made it new !
        Should i publish it?

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      3. Soumya says:

        why not! it is a popular song and if u have done something creative with it then great! u should share it with others🤗

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      4. Thanks ! Wait im uploading it!

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      5. Uploaded; have a look

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  9. Best friends are nothing.i have a 100% proof whatever i say.
    The life experiences I took through my broken heart’ s parts ! Just filled hatred and hatred that made nthing left to care much!
    Everybody here is your foe no best friends nothing.
    Just your family and you ! That’s it!
    Trust me when you find your inner you
    Then you don’t need anyone to interfere in you and your life! No supports would be indeed!😃😇

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    1. Soumya says:

      totally agreeing with you there💖
      i’ve now taken a lesson and i am trying to work on my confidence and love myself instead of craving others’ validation😇
      I consider myself to really lucky to have parents who are really close to me and I can talk to them about literally anything under the sun…what you said is absolutely right, except family all are fake and just a passing phase😶

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      1. Happy ; that you are accepting my views!

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  10. Shreya says:

    Couldn’t be more beautifully crafted, I’m sure many could relate, it’s about having a glimpse of light to find yourself pushed in the same black hole. Keep writing 🙂

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  11. Soumya says:

    yeah totally agreeing with you there❤❤

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  12. Yuvi's Buzz says:

    This is so beautifully written! 😊

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  13. myzazblog says:

    This is amazing !! I think at some point in our life we got betrayed by someone who we gave our heart to !! This speaks to everyone and all of us can relate thank you for sharing this

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  14. WittyAyJ says:

    The scenario was different.. and even then the lesson you conclude reflects for all of us to be self-believer rather than being dependent !

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  15. So relatable 💖 Im crying

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  16. Hey! I can understand what it must feel like because something very similar has happened to me too. I must say, this is a very well written post!:D

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  17. Feel sad for the both of you, as it takes something very painful to break a bond that strong , the bond of friendship. But don’t trap your soul inside a cage, set it free and it will find its soulmate.

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    1. Soumya says:

      thank u! this means so much to me🤗

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    2. Soumya says:

      you have got an interesting username😅 what does it mean btw?

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      1. It is the best sweet dish you can ever have… The favourite dish of lord Ganesh ( and me too 😁 ) search for it on Google you’ll get it 😇

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  18. This was raw! What we fail to realise is that losing a friendship can be nearly as painful as ending a relationship. I know from first hand experience and I feel like I can just relate so much to this. Thank you!

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    1. Soumya says:

      glad you could relate☺😃

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  19. divesh9022 says:

    Wonderfully expressed !!!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Soumya says:

      thanks a ton🤗💛

      Like

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